Could the winter cold come twice? 'Coz you heart seems so cold tonight..
or is it almost every night.

since holidays started i started feeling weird again. hmmm. maybe i really school. maybe i really miss it. haha was studying chem spa. real boring! was reading and reading, and wanted to go to slp. zzzzz. dry run on monday was ok. we actually thought it was today lol. well today is ending already. haha. every1's score was ok, mdm fadilah asked us questions also.

and i told my mom that i was taking care of the otah orders for class chalet. AND she said there was a factory in hougang that we can buy from. like !//YAY\\! haha actually i thought it was quite hard to find. but i guess my mom's da savior! actually thought of buying from downstairs though. and every1 dont forget to get teh stuff u are supposed to for class chalet =) AND GET EXCITED FOR IT BABY. haha.. get enough sleep at home first so go there no need slp for first night =D

listening to time and confusion by anberlin. ahh i want new songs to hear. nice songs, emo songs even lol. i realized that emo songs actually quite nice. like amsterdam by anberlin. (scroll down for lyrics).

pw really taking its toll. every1 is so freaking bored abt it. it was the first time that me and glen we off playing games on miniclip during sunday at sch while we were searching for info. and i dun mean go off and play a while, we actually played quite long, like nearly 1 hour? heli atck 3, tribes, war on terror, and tribes is dam fun la, we unlocked like lvls then can play 2 player haha.. oh well, just searching for fun during the boring PW.

every1 good luck for chem spa tmr! oh its today already. ok good luck for chem spa today. w00ts. exciting.

WOOHOOO! PCB outing rocks =D haha its really nice to go to the beach in sentosa with pcb gang ^^ although i screwed up quite a lot during volleyball =p i noob what haha. but really it was nice, and tiring also. its been quite a while since we got so many people coming together and having fun, and at the end of the day it was really nice also. strong bonds in friendship! i know i may not look like it in school or something but i really treasure these friends well =D

anyways. first sport we did was soccer! and it was dam burning hot. the sand was at first was okay.. then after a while it was !@#$%^&*() hooo! haha.. soccer i anyhow kick a bit.. cant control it well was the last man so just anyhow kick the ball as long as enemy dun score can already.. but i think next time better pass properly if not not very good also. after that was frisbee. fun! then we went into the water to chill~ haha. chill~ catchy. got a way of saying it one ok! stylo milo. after that made like big sand balls that look like the round peant kueh like that, then just threw at anyone of us who entered the water haha.. its not that painful so it wont kill! i think the 2 sway ones, or one, was chiam lol. played water games also! got in one circle in the water throw sand into floating frisbee, who made it sink then will tio owned! haha and keefe dam poor thing la. even though not him still kena slapped by sand hahaha.. really funny site, and at times it looked like he had diarrhoea over his body O.O eww lol.

then got out of the water and went to play vball. aiya i dam noob. whole day either hit out or hit too soft !@#$%. cant even serve properly. oh well. must go train haha.. got to be at least good in it i guess if i were to go beach again. but anyway it was for fun so just anyhow! and timo was dam nice kept telling me nvm la its for fun only and stuff.. haha thx man.. but i felt dam bad at that time also coz keep losing points. nvm do better nxt time =D

after that was royal rumble! hahaa fun! only round 1 was filmed, and sadly i was in round 2! not many pple, coz the people from first round got cuts and small injuries and tired so they went to rest. hahaha, first time playing it and dam fun. summore not dangerous still can like play "wrestling". haha not violent one arh so dun think so bloody. lol. after that chilled out in water more than went to bathe already.

after bathing tried to style my hair a bit with sl's wax, but i think it still looked the same? maybe more shapely thats all ba lol. oh well. after that was dam tired.. every1 was, then went to PS and and ate BK. tried the french chicken burger, not bad la tastes quite good, summore quite worth it inside got ham also! 2 kinds of meat =D then after eating was stoning arnd chatting in BK, and i saw the bat man commercial. the toy. like. "Batarang." I knew how it was read. BUT THEN. when i saw it i thought it was some other word. then how come got malay language in batman commercial one.. not being racist or anything but at first it just looked weird. so i read it as bata-rang. but it was actually bat-a-rang. aiya commercials nvr put properly -.- =p

after that went arcade, stoned around and saw pple playing the basketball game, shooting hoops. wa first time i saw some guy broke record, his hands were moving very fast. pro. wonder how much he spent on the game. quite cool also to see his precision and stuff. played a few games of daytona with txa! wup not bad.

after that yuzhuo msg-ed me. "eh u at PS rite" lol i was like how come he noe. after a few sms-es then he told me he took the long escalator at the NEL side one then saw us while we were hanging arnd outside the arcade. coz we were deciding where to go. then at last decided to go home. coz all of us were tired already.

its just really nice to hang out with them today. feel totally alive now. i mean, like.. well not really totally energetic now cz after today it was really tiring, and now i'm a lil' giddy. wah. its fun i tell you. and ang didnt get into the water until the last 1 hour. so he took some pics =D camera phone = useful woots.


us chilling out in the sea!


stoning by the sea for a while.. enjoying the breeze ^^


after bathe pic! our beautiful jerseys!

haha proud of wearing the pcb jersey. really comfy and nice to wear. and i want to wear it also coz it signifies our bond.

We Hit 'em Hard! =D

yup here i am again. and amsterdam by anberlin is just too nice =D go get it! if cant get it then get it from me. hoo! trying to learn how to play the drums of the song now.. very cool =)
and its not a rock song or whateva, just alterantive rock i guess but not noisy type.. and very soothing too so go listen =D
on friday oral presentation was very nerve racking.. at first i thought i was okay.. then when i started presenting my hands started shaking.. haha then it got worst.. i think many pple saw it la.. very malu see one guy there talk talk then hand shake shake.. haha.. hopefully the problem will curb.
ang just reminded me got physics spa skill A to do just now. very boring. i think of it then really sian diao. haha but heck la just do and pass up.. i think supposed to be handed up on friday.... but i think very few of us did xD

training starting next week. or so i think. oh well. if i remember its tues thurs sat? haha haven't been training for quite long.. luckily at home i do workout a bit so its okay.
just can't get over my addiction for that song.. listening to it again and again.

been thinking abt how i act in sch.. was wondering if i was too loud and too wacky at times.. haha i better change on that.. otherwise it may get irritating.. ohwell. and jianzhi's OP was dam cool la, first line he said was "light-hearted the skit may be, but meaningless it is not!" HAHA. CLT CUM YODA! best la. dam funny also.. and so catchy! haha can't wait till next tuesday and friday! got pcb outing and class outing! hoo! freedom wan sui =D

ice skating on wednesday was a new experience for me. i totally didnt noe the ice would be that slippery! whoa after ice-skating had muscle aches and stuff. after skating we went to pool then went to tampines from dinner.. all the way from jurong east. hahaa.. it was a nice train ride, dinner was also not bad, after we finished eating me brent glen bk yuzhuo were talking.. nice chat.

today went to sch for open house.. oh well there weren't many pple there in the afternoon, i think morning had more i guess, swarms of RI and RGS pple or something.. haha quite fun to see the befrienders dance.. and after the first dance suddenly they had to dance the second time. after that helped brought the stuffz from the booth back to the track board. i thought need to put up nicenice, then at last when me and heng went there, coz b4 that vania and roy went first, the stuff was just squeezed into the board ahaha, i dunno if any1 tidied up or not but then me and heng see squeeze so we just put it there like that also. haha but everything was neat, nothing squashed or anything. after that we were waiting for senthil then at last he say cannot go dinner, so we helped vania return freakonomics to library first, then us both went to eat at j8 then ngan ching came along. b4 that when we reached food junction we say ROY and his friends. whoa say what "im going to eat with my frens". turn out most of them girls. and he keep talking to only one of them hahaa.. ok shud not gossip.. so there.

after came back home just put my stuff at home and went down to run.. felt like running. tried to do drills and i discovered i lost my form la. crap to long nvr do back-to-school already (its a drill). then after a while it started raining so i headed home.

recently got the anberlin album. very nice =) go try and get the band's songs if ya can.. recommend amsterdam and paperthin hymn by anberlin =)

sian. i just finished one nissin tom yam cup noodles. wah still hungry. howhow. still got chem CIA to do -.- and PW also. aiyo so boring. but at least promos are over. whee!

Anberlin - Amsterdam

are there no shadows where you are?
i can see everything as day
problems that you try to hide away
pushing me aside
[[ you`re pushing me aside ]]

could the winter calm come twice?
`cause your heart seems so cold tonight?
thirst for substance somehow isn`t right
it`s killing me inside
[[ it's killing you inside ]]
you're killing me inside

i don't wanna be where you are
i don't wanna be here even now
i don't wanna be by your side
if something isn't right
if something isn't right

this is our last goodnight
say what you will
say all that you can
words have no meaning
when i've seen where you've been

this is our last goodnight
say what you will
say all that you can
this is our last goodbye
this is where love ends

are you so naive to right and wrong?
how could you watch innocence forgone?
does what we`ve done ever really belong?
it wasted me away
[[ I feel so wasted away ]]

god if you can hear me out alright
please take these feelings for her inside
my chest hurts when i breathe tonight
it`s wasting me away
[[ you`re wasting me away ]]
they`re wasting me away

i don't wanna be where you are
i don't wanna be here even now
i don't wanna be by your side
something isn't right
something isn't right

this is our last
[[ this is my last ]]

this is our last goodnight
say what you will
say all that you can
words have no meaning
when i've seen where you've been

this our last goodnight
say what you will
say all that you can
this is our last goodbye
this is where love ends
[[ this is my last ]]

this is our last goodnight
say what you will
say all that you can
words have no meaning
when i`ve seen where you've been
[[ this is our last ]]

this is our last goodnight
say what you will
say all that you can
this is our last goodbye
this is where love ends

roar boring day at school! PE was like floorball. floorball is fine. but then like i think 6 classes clamp to one sports hall a bit cramped up. then maths cant believe it start on new chapter already. vectors. i think we learnt in sec 3 or sec 4 b4.. rmb drawing arrows aboev some alphabets ahaha.. and ratio theorem was i think about that time also. all vague memories.

haha today just saw a glimpse at the PCB jersey! haha super nice. esp the font behind wa dam nice la. i think mine with chrissy hahaha.. can wear out and stuff. i think its equals to a new shirt already hoooo! so shuang. and my dad let me buy when i asked. heehee. yay pcb outing all wear the shirts like howwww niceeeee. ahahaha.

physics lecture Z electric fields. at least still understand. didnt bring my notes xD so shared with jason and glen's. glen was talking so loud that weisong said "wah the glen show" o_O haha but glen is funny sometimes la.. and he loves doing the indian accent LOL. no offense to any1 its just for fun =D

after that was break then econs. played charade! haha fun but some words dont know what pple are pointing out. like caijing's one really didnt look like barriers to entry =p at least jason's one was easy it was just supply haha. oh wells. then heard from miss... crap i forgot her name again! well just heard from her she studied 12 years in U to get the docterate(or however u spell it). wah quite pro cant imagine me studying for 12 years. masters only 6 years. so she chionged 6 years more! powerpack.

but sth she said was quite true. like after u realize ur talents and what u really like then u can pursue the things that u really want. haha for me now i dont think i know yet but i'm aiming for NUS lor. dont know if i'll go overseas or not. im da kind who misses home alot. alot.

oh well doin chem CIA now -.- needa present tmr. cya in sch!

jamming was fun =) i was late though haha apologized to yh and ang many times, but lucky the guy didnt start charging us from 3. after that we asked if any1 was coming after the 4 o'clock band and there was no one until 8.30, so after that at 515 we jammed abt one and a half hours more! woohoo. super man. all the songs we been practicing finally worked out. and yea it was great! at some parts dunno a bit so we plugged the mp3 into some HUGE speaker and played along whee =) me and yh did some randon progressions. wha shiok sia. the way to play.

and now the haze is very bad. bad for health lor. lucky we went to jam today if tmr go out like wha so hazy and stuff. spoils the mood =p.
haha going to dota now. post-exam life rox. just want my results to be okay i happy already. w00ts at life.

went to ang's house today. bored. then went to his club to play a little pool and bowling. wa the pool machine quite cheap la one gave one dollar, and its the nine feet table. but then cheat money! first time we put one dollar in nvm, then i put mine in, then no balls roll out. we thought the white ball not there so we but it back, then ang tried another dollar. STILL SPOIL. eh 2 bucks okay. jolly well 2 games of daytona xD

after that went bowling. some other people were there think they very great then make a lot of noise, i think in the end score still lose to jason's or xiong's lol. buy their own ball summore. oh well. not my business.

haha kbox was fun! rae was magnificent. totally din noe she cud sing like that! when she started singing it didnt even sound like her, sounds like some female pop star, seriously very nice. when she sang bei ai de nu ren, wha we were in shock and awe. her voice went very high.. and didnt like break or anything, very stable also. super nice!

then after that we all sang a little, except some people. haha.. nvm la next time go again. super fun lo. my first time going kbox quite a nice experience, and people come and bother us then dao them, hhahaha shiok. until they really chase u away then ok la go out. w00t! after that went pool, then dinner then went home.

haha tired now. looking forward to class LAN tmr!

1209 am. lol looking forward to kbox today. first time im going to kbox okay! break record. first time going kbox. haha b4 that i think i'll go do a little driving first, then turn up at city hall.

and theres a dodo mosquito biting me now, must be really hungry coz it bit me 4 times already then all very big bites. tmd cant find it. want to smack also cannot zzzzzz.

friday going jamming! with the usual. ang me yh and lang. hopefully class jamming is soon also. woohooooo!

life after promos sure is different. im much more relaxed. and just now dnuno why do push ups suddenly felt more comfortable then usual, form all that. quite shuang hahaha.

saturday went out with boon and ang, pooled arcaded, and walked arnd orchard for quite long. we were looking for the clothes that we wanted, then when saved enough, which i think we have, then know where to get what we went, first time going to far east that day, and there are quite a lot of cool shops there, like there was a shop all selling shirts and t-shirts of bands. was hungry so on the way i bought a choc eclair haha. long time no eat.

and i want the ripcurl long sleeve t-shirt! so nice la. comfy also. w00t.

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